Hey this is my first post, so if I don’t sound like I know what I’m doing, or I’m in the wrong section, please help me.
I had a weird experience in January, just after New Year (morning of 2nd January). I had been away with friends for the past four nights, and had hardly any sleep for this period of time. When I got home I was exhausted and fell asleep early in the evening.
I woke up early in the morning, was awake (I think) and turned over to go back to sleep. I felt a weird rocking, rumbling sensation, as though I were on a train, and began to hear train rumbing creaking noises. I then find myself on a train, the same kind that I take to school everyday, and I walk through the train and sit down. As far as I can remember, everything seemed pretty normal, the seats were the right colours, everything was in the right places. Suddenly, I make the train crash, and it crashed into a wall, and the whole train is squished up and I am crushed. Then I woke up.
I looked at my digital clock, it did have a sensible time on it, so I think I was awake. I then turned over and as I did, the rocking started again. I turned to face the other way, but whichever way I faced, I had the weird rocking, rumbing train sensation. Then I am back on the train, and it crashes again. But this time I can see myself standing on a platform, a small shadow, and the train also has me in it, I think. Then I woke up again.
I looked at the time again, it was about half an hour later. I thought about what had just happened, and tried to see if it would happen again. The rumbling started again, but I didn’t end up on the train. I was still in my room, but when I looked at the clock, it instantly blurred out. I said “What’s the time?” twice, the first time I could say it clearly, but the second it was blurred. I then think I woke up, maybe it was a false awakening, but I then felt the rumbling again.
I still was in my room, and the clock blurred out again. Then my sister came into my room. She asked me whether the “demons” were haunting me too. I said yes, then tried to say no, as obviously demons don’t exist, but couldn’t. I then woke up.
What do you think this was? I was really confused. I know that at least in the train bit, I had some control, as I made the train crash. I wondered if maybe I was hallucinating, because I was so tired. Any ideas?