Awe… OK… Now I am getting it… Thank you! I will take into account the information and suggestions and try to work on myself to better control my emotions and fear…
I have been mastering or honing my Lucid Dreaming for almost 4 years now ( I am 42). I appreciate the helpful suggestions and information, Xaren. I am self taught, an this is the 1st time I have gone in search of some concrete evidence, and or answers, and you are gracious enough to answer me, which I appreciate immensely! How long have you been working on Lucid Dreaming Xaren? And I have a few more questions and scenarios I'd like for you to review...
I have mastered Flight, and pretty much any form of control (being able to defend my self in a fight, like Bruce lee or the Matrix, provide my self with any weapon I want if there is a gun battle, or I just fly away, or use any super power I think of that suits the moment or scenario) while in lucid dreaming state. I really don’t like or want to hurt/kill any one or anything in Lucid dreaming state, as I have enough control to simply change the scenario or walk/fly away, I am in complete control 90% of the time.
I have read and found out, that Dreams will still play through like a movie, and there are certain elements that I can not control, yet! Hard to make sense of what the movie is about. Generally for me, it always seems that I am on a task, or mission to accomplish what ever it is... Must have some sort of correlation to my real life, and I will have to do more research about the meanings of these dreams. I am not interested in this aspect of Lucid Dreaming, to try to find out what my dreams mean. I am wanting to figure out a few other things 1st, like below.
My most interesting Lucid dreaming lately, I was someone completely different, and I had all of their memories, and took over their consciousness it seemed. I was able to go through their memories, like their child hood, teen life, and even university. My appearance, when i looked in a mirror was even different, but I knew I was still me. Is this even possible?
I have also tried to question other people in my lucid Dreams, and get peoples real names, addresses and even the city they live in, as I want to see if they exist in the real world. I can always remember everything, and aspect of my Dreams when I wake, with very great detail. Unfortunately, when ever I ask, they wont answer me, they walk away, or they just simply vanish or the scene changes and they are gone. I also try to look for certain land marks or street names, and I can not seem to get this information I am searching for. I am trying to make sense of it all, and to see if there is a Real connection to reality. I believe that when we dream, we all meet in this plane or reality and we are connected. DO you believe any of this Xaren, is it possible, and has anyone else ever tried and succeeded in what I am attempting to do, with making a connection to someone in Lucid dreaming that isn't just part of my dream or that my consciousness has made up, but are real people, in real life?
I also want to start leaving the planet earth and to head out into deep space, and to attempt time travel, but I don't want to run off half cocked, and end up lost or in a coma, if that's even possible LOL.. I believe I am ready to start moving to the next levels or steps in Lucid dreaming... Or am I ready Xaren?