I’ve been experimenting with lucid dreaming for awhile, or at least I was… For the last little while I havent given it much thought. But before, it got to the point where I would have dreams about lucid dreaming, which was annoying. But anyway, somehow I stumbled on this site…
Im the kind of person who is rational about “mystical” things. I would say they are a nice thought, but probably not true, and actual evidence is necessary to convince me, I dont take things on faith alone.
But the funny thing is, I’ve been given evidence, for a couple things now. Chakras, for instance. Back when I was about to enter highschool, my entire class was sent on a “retreat”, and we did meditation, which was kind of fun. It’s a very mellow experience. For some reason I visualized a flower, and I spun it around and stretched it in my mind. Just played with it. It was interesting, but it didnt seem important. About half a year ago I was reading a book onl lucid dreaming, and it had a section dedicated to the chakras. I was very surprised to recognize my “flower” from long ago, and read that what I had done with it was what you were supposed to do with a chakra. Very interesting.
And now on this site, I recognized in the OOBE section, a description of what I’ve experienced when I attempted one, though not quite on purpose, if that makes sense. It’s happened a couple times, though again, not lately. A painfull, rattling, buzzing sensation of trying to escape my own skull. I think one time I made it “out” and floated around the room, which was odd. It always happened when I was lying on my bed, “dreaming” of lying on my bed.
I dont have anyone to talk about these kind of things with. They’d probably think Im crazy. So I was compelled to create an account here, and post this message, and we’ll see where things go from there… hopefully you guys wont think Im crazy. It feels good to tell someone though, in any case.
I’d like to learn more about chakras, if anyone has any info handy…