HI Question

ive attempted wild a handful of times but i can get it to fully work. it gets really intense ( complete dissasociation, buzzing noise, euphoria) which is cool within itself but i never get HI. the funny thing is that when im not concentrating on the HIs i can kinda see them, but when i am i cant really see anything. i get loads of hallucinatory sounds but i can never get past this problem. my only sucess with lucid dreams came from mild/wbtb. i wanna be ‘pulled’ into the dream world like described.

Elaborate. When you say you never get HI, do you mean the effects of the other “symptoms” are reduced before you fall into a seemingly dreamless sleep, or do you throw in the towel at a certain point?