Ok, I know there are PLENTY of insomnia topics here. I feel for insomniacs; I used to be a bad one, and still catch it every now and then. This, however, is NOT an insomnia topic! It’s a fall asleep quicker-than-normal topic.
I really am hell-bent on falling asleep in ten minutes. When I was younger (I’m 19 now) I fell asleep when my head hit the pillow. Come to think of it, I used to remember a lot more dreams, and even had some semi-lucids! No more, however. It takes me 30min or more to fall asleep, and I don’t remember any dreams at all. I feel if I were able to fall asleep more quickly, I’d be able to use auto-suggestion techniques and time my REM periods; thus allowing me to remember at least SOME dreams and finally work on LD induction methods.
I know everybody is wired different, and one cannot MAKE themself fall asleep, but again… I’m literally HELL-BENT on sleeping in under 10 minutes or so. I need it, seriously, and I’m willing to try almost anything.
Some background info about me: I’m 19, fairly physically fit, and diabetic type I (insulin). I work at UPS graveyard shift (11:00pm to 3:30am). I go to bed at 4:00am every single day, fall asleep at a random time, and wake at 10:00am.
When I lay down in the mornings, I am physically EXHAUSTED. UPS is a physical job; think loading 75lb boxes into a semi. As I lay there, my body is relaxed, and if I try really hard I can focus on one thing, like my breathing, but thoughts still pop into my head. Happens to everybody, I know. One thing I notice though is that I can’t seem to stop thinking in words, (verbally) and make the switch to visual thinking, the kind that makes one fall asleep (and dream). Is this normal? Anyways, I’ll lay there tired as a dog, and yet not fall asleep. My brain just doesn’t seem to let me actually make the switch between awake and asleep in under 30min or more.
I’ve tried melatonin; doesn’t really work.
Tried valerian; nothing.
Tried alcohol; only works in huge doses.
Meditation; gets my body relaxed, but still can’t sleep
Like I said, I’m desperate. I know this isn’t a sleep-quick forum, but I TRULY feel that if I could just fall asleep like I used to, I would be a superb lucid dreamer! Every time I remember a dream, I am at LEAST barely lucid, and in the one true LD I’ve had, I was 100% lucid and in complete control of myself. I am highly motivated and think about LDing 24/7.
Please help me get over this roadblock; I am so anxious to start really practicing LDing, and not trying to fall asleep quick!