My first proper LD happen last night. I would like to share the experience here on my first post. (excuse my poor Engish… )
Make the story short, I will step over my LD learning history, and go straight to the bedtime now. (brief history: I never achieve LD before)
3days ago, I first time try the B-6 at 100mg. And noticed a very strong body rocking effect. However, nothing improve on the dream quality… but I’m still happy about this, because it’s mean B-6 really did SOMETHING.
Then I go to buy the Melatonin on the next day and combine(3mg), use with B-6 that night. Nothing… nothing then the first night…
So I decided make a brake, maybe try the drug method at the weekend again.
Last night, I sleep normally at 4am. And had my first LD… by a really, really, really weird form.
Ok, I remember all the details. I will try to use up all my English to explain.
I sleep at side position. About half hour pass. I still can’t fall to sleep. Sometime, I will open my eyes. I see a sight of: my RIGHT HAND lay in front of my face.
In the next 20 minutes, I did open my eye about two tims, and still see my HAND laying in there (because I didn’t move). I feel uncomfortable to stay in this position too long, so I try to turn my body. But the strange thing happen!! I turned, but my sight still keep stick on the HAND?!
Do you know what I mean? I actually turn my body, but my sight didn’t follow my movement to change! So I suddenly realise may be I was dreaming! However, the sight is so real so details… I can’t believe it is a dream sight. Then I try to make a further test. I look at my fingers, and try to move them, my sense actually told me that my fingers was keep moving. But the HAND sight still freeze, not response! Now I’m totally understand I am dreaming.
I’m so happy to have my first LD. I try to stand up and do something. My body standed up, but shame that my sight still keep in HAND. I become a blind person!! I use my foot to touch along the side of my bed, to find out Where I am, how far I walked…(like a “Just blind” person how they walk) But finally I can’t walk anymore because there is no other furniture to let me posit where I am. Suddenly, a method pop up in my mind. I closed my eye, the sight become black again, no HAND. Then I imagine the view of my bedroom… It success!! I can keep walking base on my imaginary bedroom view. ( I close my eye, then I can SEE!! )
I’m so exciting, just go straight to do my top most LD stuffs: go through the mirror.
To find a mirror is easy. The back of the balcony door is a mirror. Then I slide into the mirror use a “swimming in the pool bottom” style. I feel a very, very strange sensation when passing through. Something like, Freezing Cold + Electricity + Scratching Blackboard… not very extreme, but… sorry I can’t tell by words…
I read alot of people say here, how a wonderful place behind the mirror… But shame that, my version of mirror world is just GREY. Not bright or dark or any kind of LIGHT form. Just grey, pigment like solid grey…
I trapped inside that grey and no way to out. So I open my EYES. Thank god! I come back to the HAND sight.
Then I close my eyes again to SEE the room, stand up and go out to the balcony. This time I didn’t through the mirror door to outside, I use a proper way to push open the door. I want to do my second LD wish: see the sky.
I also read people say how a wonderful sky in the dream. But disappoint me again. My version of dream sky just a little more Contrast between cloud and blue, like painting…
But there still have some funny thing happen in the balcony. Normally, I will hang my washed wet clothes there. But now I see many many ROWS of cute cartoon pattern’s underwear hang over there! Very lovely and girlish pink underwear
Besides, two of my cats site there. But when I turn my head, I see ANOTHER pair of them site behide me!! And I found 2 more pairs, totally 4 pairs of my cats around me!!
Next step, I’m going to do my third LD wish: flying!
But I remember, I always told myself, one day when I achieve LD and want flying, must not use the “jump outside windows” method. Because my apartment is 18th floor. I worry about in case IF I am sleep walking, I will really kill myself this way. So I try to go out my apartment, go to ground floor and use another way to fly.
I walk to the front door, I think about make a further test, I want to know can I go through this wooden door without trap inside that grey world? It is not mirror. So I may not pass to another WORLD.
I keep a little worry, because the previous mirror experience. So I just slightly use my hands to push the door. And hope that my hands can bit by bit pass through the door. But fail… it’s solid. Now I realise that, I must jump through an object with FULL confident.
I use the swim method sliding again… Oh No!.. I was trapped inside that grey world again!!
Then I use the open eyes method to come back in front of the door. This time I use the proper way to open the door. There are a cleaning service lady she stand far away the corridor end. She shout at me for help something… I forget what is it. Not very important stuffs. But this unexpect story line make me mess up… I suddenly go back to the same HAND sight. When I try to stand up from bed. This time I found my sight CHANGED!.. That’s mean, I was go back to the reality, my first time LD adventure finished …
However, something beside the LD itself. There is one strange thing really shock me!!
That is, the last HAND sight I saw when I awake, is exactly the same HAND, same position, same style inside my dream. That means, every time I open my eyes inside the dream, my reality eyes also follow my will to actually opened!! My dream eyes = My reality eyes!
My eyes saw my right hand lay in front of me!!! This sight go straight into my dream.
That’s explain, why my dream body try to turn, stand up, and move around inside the bedroom, but my sight keep freeze no response. Because my reality body didn’t follow my dream body to move. Just my eyes obey my dream order!!
Suddenly I realise that, I was controlling my reality eyes open and close when I was dreaming!! When they opened, they actually can SEE!!!
Anyway, I am happy more then scare ( let’s think about a guy who open wide his eyes when dreaming… ). I tried several wish in my first LD
I don’t know it is a natural case or something about the drugs I took 2days ago? I just hope my next LD will come soon.