Hi folks,
I had one of the most incredible experiences ever, i believe it was defintely an OBE.
25 mins before i went to bed i ate some french peppered cheese with some bread and also a pack of cheese and onion crisps and then i brushed my teeth and and drank a glass and half of water and then went to the toilet. I do eat and drink on most nights.
Then i went to bed at around 3:45am and i lyed on my back and i said to myself that i would like to have an out of body experience. Then i closed my eyes and just thinked about my toes and see if can get a tingle, because sometimes when my feet are cold when i am in bed, i get a kind of warmth or coldness going over my feet which has a tingly feeling, and i sometimes get the feeling that i have touched with something in thin air that makes me jump. Sometimes i get a little scared, anyway nothing is happening after a few moments, so i said to myself ‘oh whatever i will just roll on my side and try to leave my body in any sleeping position that i want’. Then i thought about how maybe listening to my clock tick and really try to listen to each tick and mix that with my breathing may get me relaxed and set for an OBE. Then after a while i got sick of doing that, then i was shifiting and turing trying to get to sleep, and i then deicded to put my hand near my heart and i said ‘Sir if you can hear me take me to the path of illumination’. I said this as i am very much in to secret societys like, i love reading about the illuminati and the freemasons. Anyway with the illuminati there is a lot of info out there about the ‘Path of Illumination’ and i was reading about the freemasons before i went to bed, anyway so i said that to myself and then i tried again for an OBE on my back. I then just could not be bothered after a few mins, so i just tried to sleep. The last time i looked at my clock it was about 4:35am and then i slept and had a few dreams all kinds of dreams to do about things that have been going on while i have been in the waking world.
I do not know exactly when this happend, this was really strange, i had what i believe is an OBE, but i do not know if it was when i woke up and tried it or if i was in a dream and tried it. I will explain.
I am in my bed now this feels real completely, not like a dream this is while it was happening. I am on my back it is dark, as i remember, this may not be word perfect but i believe had astral vision and was saying to myself 1 -8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1 2 -8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1- 3 8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1 4 -8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1- 5 8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1- and so on until i get up to 8 and then i say 87654321.
Now during all those numbers i believe i did go up and down through the numbers 1-8 but i can’t be so sure on that. I am also not sure exactly how i was breathing. I think i was breathing in and out on alternate numbers or i think just breathing normally and not depending on the number. As i was doing it, i was thinking to myself that this makes one great OBE method. Anyway lets go back to the numbers, when i get at the end close to No 8, i get a little twitch in my legs and that gets my fear running because i think somebody may be in the room or more like my worst scariest animal is in the room and that scares me. So i then say to myself i cannot be bothered with all this anymore, but then i say ‘no just do it’ and while all this is happening my teeth i shaking, you know like when your really cold after you get out of a swimming pool, well my legs were cold and my teeth shaking and all my body was tingling and i can feel the vibrations my body is like elctricity all the time electryfying then i said to myself ‘go on, all the way’ and so i tried to bring my self up and it was hard and then it happened and i felt a pushing feeling on my chest and then i kept on going and as i did this i was looking over my shoulder because i wanted to see my physical body if it is really there and see if this was really an OBE. I could not see anything as of yet but i kept on going and i got up to the position of sitting in my bed and it felt strange as i am like half in halfout it’s like sitting in a kanoye. Then i got right out and was sitting on my bed out of my body with my feet on the carpet outside my bed and i got up and walked to my door. As i did this i turned round and i did not seem too aware as i could not see my body in my bed. But as i got to the door i said i am going to walk right through my door and i placed my hands on the door and tried to push to go through it and i could not do it.
Now lets go back to when i was pushing myself out of my body it was dark then it was getting lighter, i sleep with my curtains open i could see the light starting to come through my windows as i was getting out of my body, now as i was walking towards my door i could see the light getting brighter, when i say light i mean the light of the sun peering through my windows, but it was getting more and more day from the weather, but it seemed so fast it happend in like 1 mins as compared to the hour in the waking world. Now i was not that aware over all this while i was out of my body, i was not thinking about the light but i could just see this. I of course have been aware of it as i have reviewed the experience in my mind throughout the day and now when i am wrting all this up. But when i got up i remembered the experience pretty perfectly.
Anyway please i must get back to the door, i now realised i cannot go through the door so i turned back round and i started walking towards my bed and i could see something laying there which seemed brown and when i cam closer up it was my body. Then a part of me said ‘remember what you have read on getting to close to your body while you are out, you get sucked back in’ but i still wanted to go ahead and get closer and i did but then my body started to slowly disappear and then in a blink of an eye it was gone and i just got back onto my bed and it seemed that i slipped back into a body that was not there, and then i don’t remeber anymore except that i had many other dreams. But as i was walking towards my bed i could see outside through my windows which is close to my bed and i could see that it was bright and sunny.
But what i don’t get is that, people say that we do not remeber our OBE’s very well especially if it is one from a dream. Or if you are lucid and come back to your body and then go into sleep paralysis and then try to have an OBE. But aparently it has been known throughout many books that we seperate every night but we are not aware of this happening and that’s why it is so hard to recall it.
But how am i able to recall it so perfectly?
Also how did this happen?
what was this, did i really have an OBE?
The strangest part of all this is the fact that when i got out of bed it felt to me that my OBE is on a pre determined line, that everything i do has been written up before hand and that i am aware on a tiny scale and that the event is happening, but i am only allowed to see a part of it. The reason i say this is that when i get to my door and i could not walk through it, i just turned around and headed near to my bed. But why did i not try to fly up and go through my ceiling, why was i not aware of this?
Why can’t i use more options in the experience?
why did i just walk straight back to my bed even though i wanted to see my body lying there?
Because the body disaperared does that mean it was not a real OBE, but one made up of the dreaming mind?
But then if it was not a real OBE, how did i remember it so well. better than any dream, or lucid dream, even though it was a small OBE, how did i remember it in so much detail?
As it is known that you remember concious OBE’s alot better than non-concioius ones, ie from a dream. So how did i remember it so well?
The pre determined pattern feeling is the same i get in a lucid dream, what does this mean?
please help me anyone.
I have felt the OBE feelings before but i feel this was my first OBE, i believe it was a concious OBE, but feel that it came from a dream, so how do i work that one out?
I also am not sure because, i had set my alarm for 11:30 am on my radio clock and 11:55am on my alarm clock with ringing bell, i do remeber waking up and turning off the ringing bell and then falling back to sleep again. and then waking up at 2:00pm and falling back to sleep agian and waking up again at 5:35pm. That’s late i know i was asleep for 12-13.5 hours so i am not sure when exaclty the OBE happend or the other dreams happend, as when i wake up i do not usually remember my dreams because i always fall back asleep again and then i recall my dreams as i finally wake up or through the day.
I also don’t have a dream diary as i just remember my best dreams in my mind, i only write down the best experiences like this one.
What are your views on this?
Please help i am so very grateful