I got this feeling when I first tried to make a psi ball,I tried it once after reading that topic. I felt as though everything around me had “lost” its energy. As though it had died. I just shrugged my shoulders and concluded that either I am unable to do it, or that psi balls are not real.
But lately, without trying that psi-ball thing I have gotten that feeling. It is really depressing. I do not like it, and try to push the thought out of my head and try to be happy with things as they are.
Even though I do that, it happends that the thought returns. Then it feels as the cold wind is not more than the remains of the wind that once blew, that clear water is only less polluted remains and so on and so on.
Anyone read Narnia? It feels as the Earth is one of those jewels that are beautiful, but still dead.
I do not like it, it is not a thrilling feeling. Still I feel like that from time to time. Anyone feel something similar?