I FINALLY achieved WILD !!!
Okay, big news for today: I finally managed to actually do the WILD technique. It was very very cool.
[note: I had taken a pill (i got cold) that makes you very sleepy]
I woke up at 9 o’clock due to the fact that my mom and her friend were chatting inside the kitchen loudly. The kitchen is right next to my room. I told myself that I had no intention of waking up at 9 o’clock (come on, I am a student), so I gave up waking up.
I had no intention to WILD.
But suddenly, I realise I am in Sleep Paralysis for the first time in my life!!! I felt I was in a void, (still hearing mom and her friend from the kitchen) and I felt that my hands and legs were making strange moves. I was not afraid. I tried to take advandage of that I am like “ok. this is it. now or never. i am going to wait here patiently, and wait for an LD”. I was in this trance for like 25 seconds, which is a lot of time, but suddenly, I felt a huge bolt passing through my body for 1/10 of the second, and that moment I said “I’m in the dreamland, i guess.”. However, it was still dark. So I said: “I wish to be in a [color=blue]beautiful green forest”
BAM. I find my self F-U-L-L-Y lucid in my bedroom. Being sure that nothing will make me lose my lucidity (true), i checked it. Amazingly, it was just like the reality. I found a piece of paper in my desk. I could read it. It said “Welcome to the dreamland, Alex!”. Behind the letters, there was a picture of the woods I wanted to go to before…[/color]
Note: lately when an ld starts, i find notes saying ‘alex welcome to the dreamland’. Should I worry?
[color=blue]After that, I start heading towards the door of the house. The house was exactly like IRL. I went through the kitchen, and mom had not 1 friend, but 5… I am at the door of the house. I say to myself: “When I open this door, behind it there is Lucid Crossroads”. I open the door, but Lucid Crosroads was nothing like in their website. It was a typical working room, grey, with the 2 blue fellows who, by the way, didn’t feel like talking to me. No one else was there.
I see a door. It is a hotel. I say “wow. a hotel. let’s explore what my mind will create…”. It was a haunted hotel, so it was kinda cool. I get into the elevator which was same as the Titanics, and I felt so lucky to be able to touch and feel these ebonys and golds…[/color]
Note: Stelios is a boy I was in love with 2 years ago
[color=blue]At some floor, a voice told me “this floor represents Stelio’s soul.” I enter the floor, and it was a store full of sweets and candies. Probably represents his good soul. Suddenly, I realise that I wanted to see him. (haven’t seen him since 2003). So I magically paint a frame in one of the store’s walls, and I will a picture of him to appear…
Unfortunately, a picture of him full of blood appeared, with some parts of his face skin dismembered. After that, a second picture appeared -worse- that had his whole head decapitated. I started SCREAMING inside my LD. I was so afraid, but even though I knew I could control this (fully lucid), I was frozen by fear!
A guy (DC) that has been following me through all my LD journey was reading a book he found in this floor that I “knew” it was the book of life (future and past) of Stelios. After my screams, he said “Oh my GOOOOOOOD.” (but not in a funny manner. in a desperate way.)
He fainted. And I was so scared that I urged myself to wake up…[/color]
Note: A friend of mine who tells fortune, like I do, said that there is a murder inside Stelio’s house in the next few years…