Hi, I live in Norway and I’m 16 years old.
I’ve always been fascinated by the few times I become aware that I’m in a dream… But I always woke up right after, because I thought, Wake up and I did… Everytime. But those days I didn’t know what lucid dreaming was.
Three days ago or so, my friend told me about lucid dreaming, cause we were discussing how hash makes your dreams seem incredibly real.
I read some about lucid dreaming right here at this site, didn’t totally get it. But I tried the first night… I didn’t even remember my dream(s). Then I read some more the day after, about how I should make a dream journal. So the next night, I smoked some hash in hope for getting better dreams. Didn’t work, I just remembered some pieces I couldn’t put together. Next night (these three days of trial seemed like forever, cause I only smoke once a week or less, but I smoked every three days that I tried lucid dreaming out, and hash makes time go slow), I had smoked hash the morning instead of night… So I was just a little burnt out at night, I read about stuff on this page… (I didn’t like the wake up after six hours thing at that point). Then I saw a film on my computer, and went to sleep. I slept and woke up, slept and woke up, alot of times. I only remember two actual dreams at that point, but they were not lucid ones. Then it was 10 am. And I was so dissapointed, cause I knew I wouldnt sleep again after that, I usually even wake up at 9 am or earlier. Then I accidently fell asleep again, and I woke up in my bed, thinking It was real life. I heard some strange noises in my head, which were pretty low. Then I looked at one of my Iron Maiden posters, and looked away, and looked at it again, then it changed… I was like - ‘‘Ok…’’. I was in doubt. I stood infront of my mirror in my boxers, and I imagined some cool clothes on, and it worked after a few tries… It was like… right on… Then I went up the stairs, to find my dad smiling like hell, and it scared me a little, I had a condom in my hand, and I asked my dad who I should fu**… (this shocked me when I woke up). Then I went out the door, and was about to do what I was looking forward to… FLYING for the first time. I tried to just fly of the ground, but it didnt work. You see, we live above our garage, so the garage is one floor under the house, so I collected som guts, and ran towards the ledge and jumped off it. It gave me super boost and I was shot in to the sky… It made me so happy I wanted to cry, then I woke up.
Did I wake up because I was so exited, or because the dream was over? I need to know how long a lucid dream can last… It seemed like 2 minutes… And it totally dissapointed me, but I’ve read that excitement makes you snap out of a dream.
Anyway, I wanted to thank you for the information on your site… It came in really handy, and it worked the third night of trial.
I also got one other question: It takes a loooong time for me to fall asleep. So if I do the wake up after six hours and read about lucid stuff for an hour or at least till I’m fully awake, and then go to sleep again… I think that I wont fall a sleep again. It’s like, If I’m fully awake, It will be like in the afternoon, and I can’t take naps even though I’m tired on the afternoons, I have to sleep only at nights and in a special pattern - Not be awake when I sleep, I have to be totally foggy minded and tired.
Thanks so much for everything…