Well, I’m amazed. I think by taking the whole LDing thing very casually (not 24/7 RCs and such), I may have convinced my brain of how I want to LD; for all I know, I could have been having LDs and/or flashes of lucidity for quite some time, without memory of it. The past two nights, both in VERY extraordinary dreams, I have had lucidity flashes; the first time, I actually had an LD; the second time, I had a flash of lucidity which was quickly lost (siiiigh).
The first time, I had my longest LD yet; it was some semi-nightmare (again) and again, I was thinking and suddenly realized “hey, that’s all good because I’m DREAMING”; then it clicked and I calmly began to do my things…only it was low-lucidity, sadly (strange how my logic mind has YET to be fully awake when I LD…could someone PLEASE help me with how to do this?). Rather than run off in search of girls or adventure, I felt the walls of my garage and “tasted” the closest thing, a glove (I know it’s nasty but hey, it worked…). I proceeded to spin and ended up in my house, where I further practiced making people vanish from my dreams (they always just fade away…) and such. At one point I ended up back in my room, unsure if I was dreaming; I looked at my clock one second and then back; the numbers had changed. Then, finally, after one more look, the number display went CRAZY. Suddenly my room got pitch black, and knowing that the lightswitch wouldn’t work, I spun. Even though this saved the dream, it ended soon enough anyway. Arrrgh…I never get my dreams to work out before they END! Next time, I’ll further practice “stabilization” and try to talk to DC’s.
Second time, I realized I was dreaming and started to think of how I could convince all the DC’s to leave the room, without the irritating “finger-snap order” I usually use. But at this point I simply lost lucidity, I don’t know how…
Questions/Comments/Advice? PLEASE?
Thanks.