I’m not sure exactly what to classify it as but this is what happened:
I closed my eyes as usual and since i was really tired i just laid on my side and really didn’t move at all. I kept telling myself at first “I will have a lucid dream, I will have a lucid dream…etc etc”. After a while i started to feel numb i guess, like my limbs were falling asleep, and i also started to mess up my sentence, so instead of continuing to say that chant i started to do logical things in my head like i saw in another topic.
I started doing simple math and some harder math i had recently learned in school, after a while it got kind of weird. I started to feel like 2 seperate things, one part of me was my body, which seemed more like a shell, and the other part I’m not sure how to describe, but it felt like this “other” part of me was being pulled out, from my feet. During this my heart rate went up a bit and i tried to calm down, after a little bit my heart still was going pretty fast and in my head i started to “see” things, not sure how to describe it, it was somewhere between physically seeing something and imaginging something in your head, almost like it was a picture on the inside of my eyelids.
I kept doing logical things in my head like math, and i saw a pair of headphones on a baby in my head(wtf?O_o) and i told myself that babies dont wear headphones so that can’t be real. My heart rate was going like almost crazy by now and i swear i felt a tap on my right shoulder, i told myself in my head that that tap can’t be real since I’m the only one in my room.
After a while of these things i sort of “broke” out of it, like for some reason i couldn’t relax when this was happening because of my crazy heart rate for some reason, so it all just sort of stopped and i was back normal again, laying in my bed how i had been for the past X minutes, just tired and with my eyes closed.
So, what do you guys think this is called or what happened? Just as a side note, i USED to be into lucid dreaming, but only ever had one semi-lucid dream and then quit a bit after. Last night was the first time in a long while i had really attempted to LD again.
Thanks:D