is this is on the verge of lucidity ?

hey all,
ok when i woke this morning, all i could remember from my dream, was waking up, i had had a false awakening, i had got out of bed, walked around, and my house was all as how it should have been, i think i read somewhere that false awakenings are a normal accurence after a lucid dream, tho i wasnt lucid, but i had a FA could this mean im on the edge of lucidity, also, when i was going to sleep, i led there trying to clean my head by deeply breathing, and on eath in/out, tensing my muscles frmo the top of my bodyy to the bottom, like tensing on a in breath, and relaxing on the out breath, then moving to the next muscle ect ( i read it in a stephan leberge book)anyway, i get a really “scared” feeling, i used to get the same feeling for mno reason when i had my eyes closed in the dark, everything feels really huge, yet really small at the same time, and i can see my body floating in the middle of a infinate nothing, and it can see it in the very far distance, yet i see it from VERY upclose at the same time, does this mean something ?

thanx for all help in advance :content:

I associate that feeling with delirium experienced in a fever, but if I try I can bring it on at any time. I don’t think it is very closely linked to LDing. I think it’s probably some sort of logic filter not working properly because of a slight chemical change in the brain, which may in turn be caused by LDing, so maybe it is a side effect of LDing.

i ment the FA mainly …

Having an FA doesn’t really mean you were close to or lucid as far as I’m aware. You can get lucid from them though, so in that respect you were closer. If you understand what I mean by that. It’s not required that you LD to get an FA though. It’s more like the more times you get lucid, the more likely you are to get an FA since LDs can become FAs etc. It doesn’t really work the other way around to my knowledge.