Sorry for the generic title, but it would be hard to explain in a line. I’ve read about LL, awareness, never taking your experiences for granted, and so on. Recently, in the last few days, I’ve started to notice a strange thing happening to me.
Without meaning for it to happen, completely automatically I’d say, at completely random times I suddenly stop and think “Wait, where am I?”, “What am I doing?”, “Is this real?”, and so on. It takes me completely by surprise, and I feel like I’d been acting in a play before that. Or maybe I just wonder if I was.
Is it the sign that something’s moving at a subconscious level? I thought LL was supposed to be conscious and voluntary, not random and sudden like that. Am I just losing a few (more) marbles? And, most importantly, does that happen to anybody else?