Hi all,
I’ve started to try having a LD over three month ago, and I still didn’t succed.
But this night, I had a very bizarre dream. I dreamt that I was speaking of some dream stuff with some of my friends. Then, a little bit later, I remembered having dreamt that, and I said myself: “I’m an idiot, I should have done a RT”. Then I said myself: “and if I was dreaming?”.
And just at this moment, something very bizarre happenend: it was like if I had the choice between waking up or staying in my dream. I managed not to wake up. But at this moment, I heard voices of my parents speaking in the room near my bedroom, and I am generally woken up by those voices. In the dream, I had to try hard not to wake up, and I half-managed. The dream started to become very blury, and I hadn’t got the impression that I was controling my dream. However, I started to fly, and I managed. Three seconds later, I had to concentrate myself to stay lucid, and I flyed a little more. And then, I lost my lucidity.
I woulf have been overexciting when I woke up if I hadn’t got the bizarre impression that I didn’t do a LD… but a dream of a LD!
Three things make me think this:
-I had the impression that I could wake up at all moment , that’s normal, I presume. What is less normal, is that I had the impression that I would wake up in another house and another bed than those in wich I was sleeping. If I was really lucid, I would have known where I was sleeping, wouldn’t I?
-It wasn’t totally my personnality in the dream. I mean, I became “lucid” in a small room, a kitchen, and I started to fly, but quite weekally. If I was really lucid, really conscious of dreaming, I think I would have done a RT! And then, I would have gone outside, to fly in a wider space.
-I hadn’t the impression that it was totally real. I mean, I had a little bit the impression to be sleeping in bed, and to think about what I was doing. That may be normal… but I though I was in another bed than the bed in wich I was actually sleeping! If I had woken up, it would have been a false waking-up!
It really is the first time that I dream of becoming lucid, I never became lucid or semi-lucid before. I was very tired that night, and maybe it was for that that I couldn’t become totally lucid, or that I had the impression to sleep in another place that where I was actually sleeping.
Well, would someone know if it is possible to dream of a LD, or if I really did a LD?
Thanks
PS: sorry for some eventuall grammar-orthographic mistakes (I’m French).