Just had a strange experience :S

BIG BIG IMPORTANT EDIT: I remember something else!! i asked the bald man after i done 1 or 2 tests “DO YOU KNOW YOU’RE IN A DREAM? DO YOU!!” and he just stared at me, and i was taller than him but when i first entered he was alot taller :confused:

It was really strange, and after months of unsuccessful attempts (even though this was unintentional) its motivated me again to try hard again.

Basically, i awaken from a strange dream (if you want to know the dream just ask and ill post it, but this really isnt important) and after i awaken im still in partial sleep paralyse and really tired, like im paralyed but every few seconds my limbs jerk as if im trying to “break out” (i’m fully aware and controlling this)

At this point i imagine like (i dont know if it was intentional)… a corner of a table with a colourless rubix cube. when i relaxed i sort of suddenly got SUCKED into the dream i was just in, standing in front of a bald man with glasses and the rubix cube, and everything around it became colour, and was in the lucid dream! ( i was well aware and began doing some tests, my lucid dreams very casual now… like theres no “OMFG IM IN A LUCID DREAM?” although im still shocked when i realise im in one)

i have done some tests when in lucid dreams (ive had 3-4 before now) and come to the conclusion its easier to “spawn” things when you close your eyes, and then “squeeze” your mind thinking about the thing spawning is the only way to explain it… but i wasn’t able to spawn anything this time and don’t think i was properly concentrating, i seem to “rush” everything i do in fear of waking up… i also tried to make night into day (many of my dreams are night and i dont like it) but was unsuccessful. In my lucid dreams i seem to think about something bad happening… and is what brings me out. at this point soon after i come out of the dream, and scared to go back in (i think at that point i could easily entered again!) and i lay on my back, try once more, but fails… i think laying on my back doesn’t work for me, its more on my side hugging my cover :smile:

Conclusion, next time i think i’m going to try the “asking” my dream world to change such as “please turn into day”

Also, any tests anyone want testing? Or… ideas? or help?, i’m really buzzed up about this! :smile: and i think i could be able to achieve lucidity almost every night… i’m that confident, it was a real awakening (hah, get it?) to what i could do…

Thanks
-Jayjay

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