Last night, i was listening to a BWGen preset that i’d put on my mp3 player, and not for the first time felt that something was happening. after a while, it started to feel as though my mind was trying to jump out of my head, and i was trying so, so hard to let it, but it just wouldnt. i don’t know what was holding it back. it felt like i was looking through a window, and like i was trying to climb through that window and get the bigger picture. i thought about this, and thought that i might be looking at a lucid dream through the window, so i pictured something (a purple chair, in a forest) and then tried to climb through the window, with that image in my head, though sadly - nothing happened.
Am i getting somewhere? I tried spinning, which did feel sort of different, but since i wasn’t dreaming (…i don’t think) it didn’t really work. What would you advise I do the next time i get into such a state?