[First here is the journal entry]
I don’t remember what caused me to gain lucidity but when I realized I was dreaming I said “Here we go.” I instantly went off to have fun. When I gained lucidity I was in my grandmother’s home but and I wanted an apple so I tried making an apple appear. I wasn’t really sure what to do so I just closed my eyes and visualized the apple and thought about the taste (I didn’t want a weird tasting apple) I opened my eyes and to my amazement there was an apple on the table. I grabbed it and took a huge bite and wouldn’t you know it THERE WAS A WORM IN MY APPLE!!! This worm was very toony. It had a face and it was whistling a tune. I closed my eyes and tried again. When I opened this time, I found my self on a train (with no apple of course) I said “Oh well” and practically destroyed the train wall out of anger from not being able to open the window. Once that was done I jumped out to try to fly. I’m not sure why but when I blinked I ended up teleporting to my home town. At this point I wanted to do some experimentation. I decided to try and create a handheld dream clock (Yep I was reading WritersCube’s DJ as I do every night before bed ) I decided to make it a toy that I remembered playing with as a child. It was an adding and subtracting thing with two spinning cogs that had numbers on them. When you clicked the button it would tell you the answer. Well it was quite different from what I was trying to make when I made it. It had a touch screen with a nice and cool layout on it. It had a scanner, x-ray camera, and a music player. After that failure I tried again. This one came out the same except it also had a time tab. I pressed the time and the guys voice from the toy said “Choose the time in which you want to dream.” So I turned the cogs to say 60 mins and pressed the button. Then the voice said “Choose the real life time that you will be dreaming.” I turned the cogs to say 20 mins and pressed the button. Nothing happened except I had a false awakening. When I falsely awoke I went into the kitchen to find my neighbor eating pie. at the dinner table. I knew this was out of place so I pushed my finger through my palm. At first my finger was just resting on my palm then it just pushed right through. It felt like my finger was between the capitate and scaphoid bone in my hand and it actually hurt. I pushed my finger back into my hand, not as a reality check but to weird out my friend. I turned to him and pulled my finger out of my hand and he asked “When did you learn how to do that?” So I answered “When I realized that this was a dream and since your not real.” He then went silent with a confused look on his face.
[This was about an hour and a half of a dream.]
Now this brought up some questions for anyone.
- How do I make things create the way I want them to?
- How do I stop from teleporting everywhere?
- How do I successfully fly?
- Is that what the finger through the hand reality check supposed to feel like?
- Why do my dream characters always get silent and confused when I tell them they are not real.
- Are the LDs supposed to feel like an old memory such as trying to remember something you did as a child?