Over the past 4 years (aprox.) as I have grown and become more aware of myself my dreams have become so dark and tense. Before my dreams have become dark they were more aspiring but now they are much more dark. It is like a holocaust is happening in my dreams except that is not all of what i’ve seen in my dreams. There is a virus in my dreams, technically speaking. Every time I go to bed there is something dark and bad happening. I’ve asked my dream guides (I have more than one based on situations) and they say ask for help. I need to become aware in the dream so I can start helping people in the dream. The dreams are like nobody realizes that they are alive, it is like a zombie invasion. Every time i go to sleep it is like death is waiting and I already have to deal with that problem in life. Someday i have to die and the threat to me is will I ever have a good dream again because death threatens me in my sleep and during the day. Will the threat continue to thrive every where i go?
Well, you’re quite obviously dwelling on concepts like death in WL, so it only follows your dreams would get darker. The more negative you are, the more negative your dreams are. I don’t pretend to be a counselor of any kind, so I won’t say too much on getting rid of that negativity. The question is, why all the negativity? Is there nothing positive you see in life? Is your only purpose to dwell on the fact that you’ll die rather than living?
I’m actually not negative at all. What it comes down to is how frustrated I am when other people come into the picture not in life but in my dreams. I often find that when I find someone else in my dream that is not taken by death they have a certain aggression towards me and that is why i fear to come in contact but I do indeed keep searching for an answer, and yes, life. But, this life I am looking for isn’t the problem in WL so drop that. I think my dreams dwell off of what i think in real life, which is not only my stand against death, but a deeper aspect of my life experiences up until now. So, in other words, It isn’t life itself its the aspect in which we live, to death. I should also say it’s a matter of survival and utmost fulfillment. It is not a matter of me wanting to live but me wanting to escape from reality. And this is not definite.
let me clarify what I’m asking; What would you do if your dreams were coming to an end? Maybe this can help me gain some perspective.
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So instead of asking for help, you want to give it? If you become fully lucid, you would know it’s dream and instead be confident to ask any DCs why they are there and if they can offer you any help.
I am quite confident that your dreams will not always focus on this. But at this time, there is something that your subconscious wants you to become aware of.