hey, i made it, finally. i had a consciously
induced obe. i woke up at 6 am. then for
1hr, i did, relaxation, obe breathing,
trance practice, energy body loosening
and the exit technique. i did no energy
work except for full body bounce. even
after energy body loosening practice, i
didnt feel any exit symptoms. then i
stopped the practice and got up from the
bed. after 5min, i wanted to sleep in
order to have a lucid dream. i allowed
myself to relax and fall asleep. but i was
awake and i imagined falling from a very
tall building(building shown at the end of
max payne game). this seemed to
deepen the trance. then i imagined
climbing up the same building by
visualising a long rope adjacent to it. this
action immediately loosened my astral
arms.
then with those arms, i strugled myself to
pull out of body. it was very difficult and
then sat up on my bed. there was no
energy either to stand up or move by will.
i began crawling on floor. then i reached
our balcony, then i was pulled back into
body. why did i feel so weak?
i understood one thing, generally, when i
do trance practice, i lay wide awake,
often counting numbers. i count numbers
for everything…for trance, for energy
body loosening, for energy work (for me,
a count of 200 is nearly equal to 15 min,
this way i do trance upto a count of
climbing down 200 steps). but, this time,
without conting, i allowed myself to relax
and fall asleep (but i was awake), and
then, when i felt my astral arms
loosening, i did the exit technique. but i
rely on counting a lot because it helps
me from falling sleep and maintain focus.
how to maintain balance between wide
awake state and falling asleep even
while counting ths way?
why did i feel very weak while trying to
exit out of body and after the exit? is it
because i didnt do energy work during
that session?
and one more question, during trance
practice i feel energy surges or little
faling sensation (i dont understand how
to describe them exactly). but these
seem to alert and tense me, i expect that
something wud hapen later but nothing
happens. i strugle myyself to stay relaxed
when these hapen, but i somehow get
tense. what to do?