It’s… something like windy. It was easy the first few times (before I thought of doing that experiment,) when I didn’t overthink how to move. I tried to put one foot in front of the other, but I don’t have feet and there’s not really any friction. I shouldn’t have eyes, either, come to think of it, but I can still see. And not the 360-degree vision on all axises like you’d expect upon being freed of physical sensory constraints, so…
But, yeah, it’s not like the WILD’s I’ve had.
My first WILD, the scene faded in, and I found myself in the swimming pool of my childhood neighbourhood. I knew it was a dream because I remembered being in bed, waiting for sleep and in another country, just a few moments before. Supposedly it can’t have been just a few moments before, because REM sleep comes in after four stages of sleep, right? But, those I don’t remember, and I’ve read that WILD’s can have pretty violent physical sensations too Mine… just don’t. With chaining in particular, when I combine WILD with WBTB, I’ve used a little active imagination to coax the dream back.
My first OBE, I felt the rocking first. It’s best described like lying in the backseat of a car as it drives over a rocky road. The scene faded in, too, after that, but it was of my own bedroom, the same one I fell asleep in. I hadn’t expected either of those things: online guides said to expect “vibrations” and those were not what I would call vibrations. Also, the OBE state of mind was very passive. I even had to forget what I was doing, and who I was, let alone what the room looked like. So, whatever I saw, it wasn’t made out of my conscious expectations. Chained dreams are, and even then I can’t get them to consistently be recurring.
In dreams, I have a dream body. I even split its perceptions in two, in my first lucid dream. The whole dream is something in my mind, sure, but I can’t help wincing when the scenery comes up at my while I’m flying so that it feels like I’m falling and I’ll hurt my body.
In OBE’s, while I did see that I had legs the first time, (two pairs. One lying on the bed, in the pajamas that I fell asleep in, and one floating level with me that for some reason was clad in cuffed blue jeans,) I just kind of lost them in subsequent OBE’s. In dreams, the environment has the illusion of solidness by default, unless I think it some other way so that I can walk through walls and fly. In OBE’s, well, I mentioned the wind? It’s more like a blobby mess of force fields that I can’t see but keeps pushing me around and through things.
Sometimes I feel like they cross over. After experiencing something, after all, dreams would have more to throw back out at you, so I’ve had dreams of being out of body. And, sometimes my OBE contained dreamlike things, like a second body that’s wearing jeans. Mostly, though, it’s just the texture. We have ND’s because our minds take for granted that the dream scene is real, right, but when we wake up it’s not just the memory of being awake yesterday but the feel of the dream versus the feel of waking life that convinces us that we were dreaming but are now awake. FA’s throw a wrench in there, but generally at the end of an OBE I’m just not sure. Even the most vivid LD’s, however, still have that dream-feel to them.
Phew. Hope that wasn’t too elaborate.