I havent been here for a while, but i tried lucid dreaming a while ago… I only had a few actual lucid dreams over a couple months… Then i started going back to normal school and i didnt have enough time for lots of sleep… Now im out of school again and ive been trying again, for almost a week now…
I came really close a few days ago… I noticed someone saying something that didnt make sense, and i realised that i was dreaming… I felt myself become lucid and everything became clear, but after a second it when blurry, so i tried again, and it when clear, then blurry… so i did it again… then it when blurry and black and i woke up… yeah… that was messed up… im pretty sure it happened because i was too close to waking up normally… Had it happened hours earliar i would have had time to LD…
ok… now for my odd thing…
Im not sure if i just had a dream or not… It wouldnt even be a dream, but a nightmare. Im really stressed right now from misc. things, and i was trying to fall asleep to feel better. I layed down and started to fall asleep, but then i heard noises downstairs. I could also hear loud breathing in my room, apart from mine. It sounded like the tv was on downstairs, but it wasnt… I heard people talking, and then some guy yelling… The yells kept getting louder and my heart started beating faster… Then the yells turned into crys… I tried to get out of bed but i was frozen there, and i couldnt open my eyes. Then i felt like it got darker… As if i had my eyes closed with a light on and someone turned it out… But my light was off, and it was as if just 2 circles of light went out in front of my eyes, one big and one a little smaller, about half the size… I then opened my eyes and looked up at my door… Then i hurried and turned my light on and sat down at my computer and talked to my friend… He said i was probably dreaming, and it was just really clear since ive been practicing LD a lot…
Im not sure what it was… It was really weird… If anyone has had something similar happen or maybe has some insight, id like to hear about it…