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OK, so I had my first, tiny, short LD this morning. In past two weeks I finally started to go WILD. Three times the same happened to me: I started to feel strong(!) vibrations, looked around but the scenery was dark and I saw nothing. Frustrated I woke up. Only in the morning I realized all three times I woke up back to ND and I was actually thinking about trying WILD inside a ND.
This morning I tried the Suneye method. I could only do it for a while, because it was clearly disturbing me and I couldn’t fall asleep. I stopped trying and there I had this early morning dream: we were playing basketball in the gym. Suddenly I was lying in the bed again but somehow still connected to the basketball dream. So I told myself: let’s think about the dream for a while and try to reenter it. I remember I could do some crazy dunks with the ball in some previous ND’s, so I imagined dunking the ball to the basket again and again. I even told my friends at the gym: if you can see me jumping 3 meters to the air, than this is a dream. And there was it: a crazy jump, a dunk and I even followed the ball through the basket. All of me, hands first, legs last. I realized I am dreaming and the jump was feeling just incredible.
What came next were the vibrations. I realized I am lying in the bed again, my mouth full of saliva and due to vibrations, all of the saliva pouring from mouth, making the bed wet and I am completely paralyzed. I felt ashamed and … I woke up again to a completely dry bed and dry mouth not paralyzed at all.
Questions:
1.Does anybody have the same experience: failing to perform WILD while falling assleep, but later on, inside a dream thinking about lucid dreaming and performing techniques inside a dream?
2.You are supposed to get vibrations while falling asleep with WILD. Am I having vibrations while falling asleep for the second time inside a dream or am I just thinking so much about WILDing, that I imagine having these vibrations?
3.Seems like I am getting closer to the state of awareness, but things just happen to me in wrong order … not accordind to the book, just total mess. I think for a while: You are getting crazy because of this LD stuff! And I wake up. I will try to overcome this, but perhaps: any ideas how to stabilize these weird states and turn them into LD ?
