Flo:
Pitch black intermediate area i think is diff from what im getting. With me, to rehash, its like im walking around my house but its just really really dark, to the point of pitch black or faint outline.
But i think i know of what you speak, kind of like the state where youre in complete darkness and not dreaming but ‘inside’ or something, i get that all the time and usually wake up from it. From here tho i cant feel my body but to me at least it is the state i wake up into before waking into SP or just my body waking up. I always get annoyed when this happens, everything goes totally black, surroundings fade, and its just me in this dark, warm, comfortable darkness but i know im waking up from. I get the idea that im waking up but then fight it and it just makes me wake up faster it seems.
milod:
Yeah, im thinking i just need more LD exposure and then i’ll eventually be more used to it and clearer thinking and have more willpower and belief in my ability to manipulate my dreamscape. It may be dreaming in non REM sleep but im also thinking i need to also get rid of the conditioning in me that reflects real world surroundings (they carry in like mad and manifest either directly or in very abstract ways), maybe i could just turn on a light when i sleep but that effects my sleeping and wastes electricity.
I just need to believe more in my ability to control my environment and just say ‘let there be light!’ LOL No, my ND are usually very vivid and fairly bright, like normal day light or just the light level like underneath a canopy of trees. Plenty more light than in these FA LD.
ErikW:
Great idea about dreamsign. No, i dont really have anything to fear, its just dark and i cant see and it gets really annoying having to walk around slowly, lol im too conditioned cuz thats how i get around in dark settings IRL. LOL currently i just take advantage of the automatic garage light if i actually get out, for light. I know i should not depend on such but try to manifest light.
Thessaly:
I remember reading something about how college campuses and basically schools in your dreams can serve as more of a gateway to other places and whatnot, because IRL they are places where you learn and experience a variety of fields and whatnot. Knowledge and understanding based gateways. LOL i made up that last part but it makes sense.
I know of the state you speak of, i think. Yeah, its like the inside state or something that i think is between SP and floating, or maybe before SP. Somewhere round there but i agree wholeheartedly that from here you can pursue an OBE or jump right into an LD.
Hehe dream weapons, one time when i actually got out of my house in an LD i had a sword for protection, but all these animals came out of nowhere and blocked the street. They kept arriving bigger and bigger and just sitting there on their hunches. I was a little scared of them and respected them, also did not feel like bloodshed and so turned around (i think ran actually), not surprisingly lost lucidity shortly afterwards. I just need more confidence.
Monitor:
You are very lucky in that you can control that clean dreamslate state. LOL dreamslate by that i mean where the dreamscape is wiped clean. Whenever i end up there i always end up in ‘inside state’ and then waking up. I need to recognize this state more and believe i can control it and create new dreamscape from there.
ErikW:
That statement was just a conclusion drawn from my inability to create fireballs. But i do know what you mean, in that such a conclusion was not constructive. LOL thanks for the insight i would have probably never seen that and been limiting myself…*cool more constructive conclusions…got it. *
LOL yeah whenver i am trying to manifest stuff, i always go about it meticulously and just dumb getting stuck on ‘how to do it’ when i should just ‘do it’ with the conviction that it is easy, like i can do it naturally.
I do not fear the dark, well maybe just a little after a normal house ND where some sort of alien thing walked by my house and down my driveway (it was a siluohuette) and crashed through my living room (i listend to it) and then i got my sword and stayed near my door, it burst open and i sliced downwards but stopped, it turned out to be my dog, i almost sliced my dog! LOL I posted this before somewhere (maybe here) too in more detail.
Its just the feeling of the darkness that may stick with me, i need to dispell it, i know its foolish to hang onto it. As far as fearing being alone, no not really. I just fear that im not alone when i think i am sometimes tho lol.
Basically i know now that fear is probably the most limiting factor in LD’s, probably for most people. Ive seen others and myself lose lucidity because of reactionary fear (like after action taken in fear, usually running away). What i believe i and others must do is keep a clear mind, and always keep focus on my lucidity, that there thus absolutely nothing to fear.
As far as these days go, i think im in a dry spell (week 2 i think) tho i havent been getting much sleep lately (last night was the first time in i think 2 weeks that i actually got more than 6 hours of sleep). I just need to get my priorities straight and make ‘to do lists’ (which help me so much, prob be dead now without that one for the week before last LOL ) lol i can never decide tho on what to put on this date or that date im spontaneous in what i do you see, not a good thing when you got a lot and you procrastinate. But if its there i follow it (mostly except for studying for tests, esp Calculus LOL)
But anyways my last LD’s ive just said ‘ah well’ and have other endeavors in mind: AP. From my last i think 4 LDs (id have to check my DJ but its somewhere round 4-6) i have waken into SP and then usually Floating State from which i try to project. I think ive successfully fully separated once from this but that did not last long. What i am striving to do, is map out the process from going to bed to getting out of my body. Its complete for the most part piece by piece, i just have to go through it wholly. Two main paths to SP, one involving LD and another involving going into SP from initially going to bed. Only done that once and it was cool. I think i might post this whole map thing, maybe to help others make their own maps, in my DJ here on the forums when i get around to starting it. LOL
LOL well thank you all for your insights!!! You are all the coolest, without your advice id be going at such a slower pace! I’ll post related developments here or on my yet-to-exist DJ.