Ok so I had my first lucid dream last night… Among other things, I walked down a flight of stairs outside, just having come out of a flat, so as to get to the street below. Not knowing what would happen, I come onto the street, and see myself facing away from me. I get scared, turn away, and think, “I could be dreaming!”. I turn back and my other self is still standing there, facing away from me. I shakily do a reality test, and I am dreaming! Then, the whole scene goes a bit crazy: flashing lights, everything moving around as though it were play dough. All of the scene was as though it were in a neon craze. I have already lost sight of my other self. I wake up shortly after, but before I do, I see a castle.
The colours were mainly yellow and white, with hints of pink, red and green. I feel this is of importance, as the colours were very vivid.
I have been trying to lucid dream for a while now. I found out that I was scared of my sub-concious, as I had spirit communication and psychic experiences as a kid, and as it didn’t seem normal, I blocked out that side of myself for a long time. I have recently uncovered it through learning to love myself and being more open to myself and the world. I do have a little uncertainty on my psychic side still, but nothing like it was before, but still, the way my dream turned out could be because I am still a little apprehensive about being in the sub-concious realm.
Anywho, any thoughts or experiences or likewise on the matter would be greatly appreciated!
Thanks,
James x