Really bad night last night. Could use some help?

Ok, so I havn’t been on these forums in a while. And I just wanted somethings explained to me that happened last night.

So I stayed up really late watching movies, and usually when I stay up really late I go through sleep paralysis either before or after I fall asleep, just happens to me. Well last night was strange. I fell asleep, and had a nightmare, I can’t recall what it was about, but I knew I was dreaming and forced myself awake. Afterwards I was lying in bed, and the vibrations started, so I said to myself, “Hey why don’t I try to OBE.” I hadn’t tried that in a few years. So I forced my hands out, but I couldn’t do anything else, I was stuck there for what seemed like 15 minutes, although I’m sure it wasn’t. I couldn’t breathe correctly, and I was getting worried. I looked at my hands and I could see through them, but i could tell they were there.

Finally, I twisted my body out of the paralysis, and tried to fall asleep again, which failed into my just vibrating again, and I had to twist myself up again. I was getting tired of this after it happened four or five times, so I woke up got some water, stretched my body and went to the restroom. I went back to sleep where I finally fell asleep.

So could anyone tell me what exactly happened? What I did wrong? Why this happens? Or why I frequently wake up with SP (happens about 4 times a week)?

Thanks and sorry for the long read. =o

experience love

:wiske: hold fast to positivity :wiske:

consider that every thing you eat with your mind causes effects inside you just like eating food, poison, candy, you name it

and decide that if you want to live in the world that you are exposing yourself into, would you want to be that, would you want this world to be that ?

movies are spells cast by expert or idiot magicians upon the collective mind
The Last Mimzy is a good one!

this is the way to have peace and bliss,

find what is good !

the only way beyond nightmares is to ignore them, find them amusing, or love them,
the mind has to be clean
“I love you, I am sorry, Please Forgive me, Thank you”
this series of statements cleans the mind, of EVERYONE!