ever since i have gotten involved with lucid dreaming, my dreams, well, are different is really all i can say. they have a much happier tone set to them now,at least through what ive noticed, and i rememeber many of them. i have had 1 succesful LD since i have started, lasted about 15 seconds, with me flying. then i had another, that sadly dissapeared as soon as i realized hat im lucid dreaming. i was racing down a wet street for some reason, i forgot, and the side of the road, strangely, had many many mailboxes is all i can really remember. then i was like wait…im dreaming. thats how ive realized im dreaming all 3 times. i dont even have to do a RC . i just…know it. so then i start lucid dreaming. that happened to me the first time, and then i started to fly. the second time, it faded, probably because i was so excited,as soon as it started. then i had a few more dreams before waking up.
My third one happened a few nights ago. and to me, it was worse than a nightmare. ill explain it.
i was walking around on a beautiful landscape. and i mean amazingly…dreamlike, is all i can say. a multimillion dollar field of flowers on hills. really amazing. so im walking, admiring the landscape, and i notice a beautiful hill, more beautiful than any other piece of land there. i just had to know what was on the other side of the hill. then i realize im dreaming. it just hits me, like always. so i get one thought in…i need to see whats over that hill, quick. then i realize my dreams fading. pissed, i start bolting for the hill.
im so close…running on the side…
almost there…
almost THERE…
…and it ends. in a time period of about 5 seconds, the following happened:
it starts fading. i remember that i should rub my hands together-the people on ld4all forums said that…! so i start…but i just CANT i cant explain it! i just cant. it was like i was fighting between my dream state and my real life body, not knowing weather to rub my hands together in real life, my real body lieing on the bed, or in my dream. and i couldnt win. so here i am, fighting with myself, and my eyes open.
sigh…
please comment or something so i dont feel like that was all a waste heh…thanks…!