I had a really weird ND last night ( I still haven’t had a LD ) and while I was in the dream and when I first awoke to write it down, I had the feeling that this was a dream that I’ve had many times but after I was awake a little longer I couldn’t recall whether I really ever had this dream before or not. How do I tell if this was a false memory or not? Are there recurring dreams that we can only remember having had while we’re having that same type of dream again? Or is there no way to know for sure?
BTW, my dreams are getting weirder and I think they’re subtly or not-so-subtly trying to tell me to notice that I’m dreaming, I’m just not crossing over to lucidity yet. The weird dream last night is almost indescribable…I was actually feeling somewhat uncomfortable in it, like I knew what was going to happen before it did, over and over and over, almost like my dream self knew I was dreaming but the real me didn’t, if that makes any sense. I don’t know why I felt so uncomfortable, I guess if I had become lucid I would’ve been elated instead of freaked out. I can’t even really describe any more than that…before I awoke I thought I’d be able to write down more descriptions than that but it was too weird and I kind of lost it and couldn’t really put it into words anyway.
Another dream I had that I think means they’re getting more toward trying to tell me I’m dreaming is that my ex-husband was living with me and my boyfriend in my dream the other night, now there is no WAY that would freaking happen IRL, so I should’ve known I was dreaming!