Hi all, im relitivly new to the forum and i’m sorry if any of these question’s im asking are already answered but here goes.
I’m having a horrible time recalling my dreams, i started 2 weeks ago with pen and paper, but when I woke up i was just so tired i didn’t want to write the little bits of nothing I remembered from my dream. When I found this site I downloaded one for the computer, and remembered a good portion of my dream and typed it up, the next night(last night) i also looked at a dream helper spiral thing while listening to BWG like it was adviced to do in the shortcuts forum, and all day i had a subliminal program machine runnning in the back saying things like Am I dreaming, I will remember my dreams and things, and last night my dream recall seemed to get even worse.
I didn’t even realize I had fallen asleep when I woke up I felt as if I was still trying to fall asleep till i heard the shower go on and my mom going into the bathroom I looked at the clock and saw it was 7. It was like I layed in bed trying to sleep, and when i did fall asleep to the time i woke up just dissapeared and I was back trying to fall asleep again. Its really discouraging, that most nights I can’t remember anything about a dream, or on the rare nights I do remember something its just a little tidbit, and not worth recording.
This of course is very discouraging to me, I think it might be because I looked at that webpage and didn’t fall asleep for over an hour, or maybe it was the BWG, I’ll try it tonight and look at it without the BWG and just hope i fall asleep right after that.
A few questions I have though is how can I get my dream recall up if these subliminal message things don’t work? I don’t have money for any kind of device or even pills or vitamins. I have seen alot of things said on this site that i don’t understand like WILD MILD and SP, what are these and do they help becoming lucid/dream recall?(i’m currently in the process of loading up all the 5 or 6 pages of the big WILD and MILD topics, my computer is really bad today) What are ways I can do them? Thanks and sorry again if this has been answered somewhere else, my computer is acting up and freezes when i try and search.