ok, i’ve mentioned that i do this in some of my lucid dreams where i fly. i like to fly as fast as i can straight up, i push myself to test my limit.
and for some reason at some point when i reach a certain height, where i can see the horizon below me.
i start to get this entense dread build up inside me, it can almost be described as the feeling you get when falling, a surge or rush of adrenniline. however this is even more powerful. more recently i have forght the urge to go back down or wake up and have pushed myself further…except the higher i get the more it builds inside me, its as if something is holding me back. like im not supposed to get too high.
im gonna keep trying though…
wonder what i’ll find when i break the barrier.
thanx
if anyone has a similar experience, or even an explenation of their own i would love to hear it.
You sure you really want to find out? 
I haven’t tried to fly that high, but I think if I was close I wouldn’t want to know what is beyond… what is the fun in that? 