Taste of my world.
Fantasy Prone Personality
This is why I am the way I am. I’ve said it a few times, i’m trapped in a dream world. I would not hesitate to say that I have only spent about 10% of my waking life outside of a dreamworld. Even as I am typing this now, things are going through my head. I do not have to stop and thing about things, or plan events. They simply flow through me with no delay. Infact If I do decide to do as such, the dream itself halts, and relies heavily on me. It interferes, and can break things up a bit. It’s far more difficult for me to consciously come up with things, rather than letting it just come to me on it’s own. However, I can participate in the dreamworld as much as I want. Whether It be third person, or taking part directly. Perhaps even me being the center or attention… or not. However even then I sometimes find myself acting as though i was in a normal dream world, non-lucid. Responding, having thoughts or ideas based on the situations, answering or asking questions to others. (interesting, yes?) I don’t know everything that’s going to happen. It’s all a surprise, and the conversations, situations, and reactions of some of the characters inside your dream can be rather hilarious, sad, or just downright upset you.
As for if this can be used for inducing LD’s, that is hard to say. I would lean towards no. With these daydreams, you get sucked into a fantasy world disregarding life around you. This detachment becomes far to common for you to realize “Oh, i must be dreaming”, because it’s not really that different from waking life.
However, I do find that Lucidity is always in reach. It just takes a little push, or desire to do something in your dream, rather than convincing yourself that you’re dreaming. Aswell, you adapt very well to the possibilities in your dreams. Flying, summoning lightning bolts, it’s all very common to you, and serves no signs that you could be dreaming. However, I find personally that I have no resistence at all in anything I do.
Going lucid in a dream is sensitive in a way, but very subtle when it happens. More often than not, i’m prone to having FLD’s. I recognize that this is not my reality, but due to my waking dreams, i just simply dismiss it as such - another reality, rather than a dream. It is very similar, i suppose to lucid dreaming, but not tied directly the same, I don’t believe.