Hi.
Today I had a really strange experience while dreaming. I don’t know weather I was lucid or not (I had 2 LDs before so I know how LD feels). Let me explain.
I don’t remember how I got “lucid”. I don’t remember much of the dream and it’s weird. Anyway… I got lucid (don’t know how) while dreaming and I was in this shopping center. My friend was there and I know I started rubbing my hands as soon as I realized I was dreaming. I felt my hands and everything but I think that events - even tho I was lucid - just happened randomly. I for example really badly wanted to go to this certain shop and I don’t see a reason why I would want that if I were lucid. I also trashed this candy machine - again no particular reason. On the other hand I decided to ask this woman if she has anything to give me, and I remember wanting to do it consciously. I also at one point decided to spin to get the dreams more vivid. After spinning I woke up in my room, lying in bed. The thing was that I saw a dead body hanging from my ceiling . That scared the shit out of me and I woke up…
Now what was that? I mean… Like a half lucid state? I got a feeling like i was transitioning from really low lucidity to normal dreaming on and on if that’s possible?
I also have one of-topic question. Are you supposed to see the HI while performing WILD with your real eyes or your “inner eye” aka imagination? Cuz all I ever see with my real eyes are some colors while I get tons of images with my inner eye.