Hey all,
I read about LD for the first time about 3 months ago and today (yeah today, I fell asleep while doing my homework ) I became kinda lucid for the first time. Only I’m not sure if I liked it that much.
I was having at least 2 different dreams and the theme lucidity was in both, but the first one was just a dream about it and I didn’t became lucid there. The second dream however I kinda did. I was in my classroom and I tried to talk to a friend there, I thought hey I’m lucid so let’s try to speak with my mind instead of using words, that didn’t work, and I started thinking, hey, wtf ? I’m dreaming, so I did an RC and looked at the closed door, I thought: how did I get here ? and I couldn’t come up with a rational reason, then I became lucid.
However the second after I became lucid it felt like I was thrown into freezing cold water and I had a false awakening, I could only open my eyes for about half and everything around me was blurred, I was in my room though, my legs were shaking and when I tried to stand up (I didn’t really stand up, I just dreamt that I did, and at that time as was convinced that it was real) I fell down again. I could move my arms so I tried to stop my legs from shaking. then I remembered that false awakenings could occur and I thought that this must be one so I closed my eyes to get back to sleep and I was thinking, thank god I didn’t get the old hag thing. once I closed my eyes again, my body relaxed and I could wake up at last.
this experience left me with 2 questions.
1: Does this happen a lot, and is the second time that it happens not so scary ?
and 2: when I become lucid, how can I try to not “wake up” the second after I realize it ?
thanks in advance