Last night I had an exciting break through. It has been quite a while since I attempted WILD’s so I thought I would give it a shot since I’m starting school very soon.
I relaxed and I did everything I usually do for WILD preperation. I started to feel vibrations and the sounds of SP so I let it roll by as I relaxed. As it was getting stronger and I started to get fully paralysed, I started to hear demonic sounds and voices. I got really frightened but I kept strong and stayed as calm as I could. The SP and HH got very strong and I could see the wall next to my bed melt and fade into a dark, coloured room that was supposed to be the living room as I was crawling downstairs like in the grudge. Although it didn’t look anything like it.
I was aware that I was dreaming and knew I was still awake but I couldn’t move my dream body with my conscience. It was like I was in a movie and my body was going in random rooms and places but I couldn’t control it. I had a first person view but I couldn’t feel anything. After a while it started to fade then my room started to reappear like it’s normal self. I was pretty excited and decided to call it a night since it was pretty late. Oh by the way i went to bed at around 12:30-1:00 a.m and my attempt ended at around 1:30-2:00 a.m.
I feel it was a pretty successfull attempt and I’m pretty happy with the progress but I still can’t fully lucid and control my own body. Does anyone have any insight or help on how I can get more controlled? I couldn’t do any reality checks or spinning since I couldn’t control my body.
