This makes total sense to me 
I believe it’s not possible for your SC to hate you. If you think about it, it’s not a separate entity, it is you. So the only way for it to hate you would be something close to low self esteem and that’s something only the conscious mind does 
Anyway, I’ve had a similar epiphany, as I might have posted many times already. I noticed I was trying to convince my SC I wanted to LD. But it knew that and still knows. The problem was and still is my conscious mind thinking it knows what must be done and getting in the way! I now believe that getting the conscious mind to get and stay out of the way is a very important thing when it comes to LD’ing.
Now that we know that the brute of a monster is on our side I hope we reach the Grail soon! 