Troubled dreams

It has been a hectic time in my dreams which has made me approach life with different ideas to why I dream what I do and most importantly my life and what will happen when its over.

I don’t mean the last part in a bad way though. What I mean is that I am trying to touch areas in my life that cannot be touched in waking reality. This has caused severe problems in my dreaming life since I can recall such dreams and memories.

First of all, I have a question. Why does it seem like the characters in my dreams are troubled and upset? It seems like every time I dream since the past two years its about the same theme but it has different sequences.

The first theme is that there is a tsunami and it is massively destructive. I’m with one other person or more and I don’t know them from real life at all. I have to find a way out with this one other person or more to try to ‘get out’ or ‘stay alive’ until something else happens. I always survive but I loose the people who Im with and then I feel melancholy. Happens all the time. There is always this melancholy feel and motion to my dreams.

Second one is there is a war going on. Most of the time it is one of the earlier wars like during the 1700’s and 1800’s. I serve different roles and its never the same role in the dream. I can be more descriptive but this just sums it up to theme.

Anyways. I don’t know why I cant solve my problems. I’ve attempted to lucid dreams many times and failed but in result have predicted the future like I wouldn’t have been able to if I were conscious and I have also had far out vivid dreams that are like watching a movie. Its so hard to describe what my dream are up to…I hope the are able to solve this mess.