I couldn’t control it.
After numerous attempts at WILD which got me to SP 2 times in the beginning (where I unfortunately freaked out & screwed it) but which got worse and worse with every try I thought I would make a small break.
So yesterday I accidentally fell asleep on my couch together with my GF and had about 5-7(!) different, kinda short, dreams that I remembered before the sun woke me up in the morning at around 7am.
I wanted to go to the other side of the room where my bed stands to get more comfortable but I fell asleep again instantly (10secs later) and found myself in a new, longer dream, I can’t really remember right now.
What I can remember, though, is the end of it, where I stood in a hotel at the reception and the receptionist told me something (I couldn’t remember what it was, not even in the morning ) that made absolutely no sense to me in that situation and instantly created one thought in my mind: “THIS IS A DREAM!”.
Everything became clearer instantly and I knew that I became lucid, but the situation absolutely overwhelmed me. I dunno why but I wanted to create a whole new dream scene directly but couldn’t really think of one so everything became black and I lost lucidity… I didn’t wake up, the scene just went black and I kind of lost my mind till I woke up, which was at 11:30am.
Can anyone tell me what things I did wrong in that situation and how I can control these situations when I become lucid? Guides mostly only tell me how to become lucid but not how to avoid loosing it after archieving.
Thanks for reading,
~CherryPie