ok, this is the strangest dream ive ever ever ever ever had. THis is what i remember.
I became lucid in a mall like place. RIght then, I had NO controll, though i though i did. I was a mad person, a crazy man then, with no control. I did things i would NEVER do. I was so mad at myslelf. But I couldnt stop…i just COULDNT! I was like a monster…Once i was done, i was so mad at myslef, so confuzzed, so wanting to wake up… Well i went lucid into another dream…My mom was yelling at me. saying things like. THATS IT!! I GUESS WE CAN’T JUST GET ALONG, YOUR TOO BAD!!! IM LEAVING…FOR GOOD! SHe went out the front door. I was scared. I didnt want her to leave. The house was highly familiar, still is now, the dream had a really strange feeling to it like all dreams but this one was an intense dream feeling 
I went to a window because somehow I couldn’t get out the front door. I opened the window got out and I was on the roof. I knew i had to jump off…It was then i questioned my lucidity…Was I really dreaming? I was scared would I take the risk of jumping off the building… dosn’t matter I subconcionsly did anyway. I landed fine. Caught my mom lgetting in the car. Told her to please stop. and…BAM! I wake up. I hear voices in my head right when i woke up. I felt like i was still dreaming while I was awake. I even fel like that in school… The dream dosnt seem that scary I know , But too me dreams itself are scary now. With my anxiety issues(at least under control somewhat now…)a lot of things do now. But dreams have always been mysterious to me. Its more than just dreaming it seems like…I just can’t put my finger on it. You know what I mean? Dreams have a feeling you can’t describe. And only know what it feels like while its happening, like an orgasm, or love, which makes it pretty weird for me… Anyway. Anyone know what that dream means. I know why some parts happened, but why that??? First of all i saw a show last night where this guy had a problem where he couldnt control himself from doing the same thing i did in my dream. and me and my mom dont get along together and that happens a lot(without the actuall leaving part) so what does that dream mean. And anyone agree with me with dreams being very mysterious and even a lil scary?
