Over the past two days I have had my chakras seemingly open.
The first happened while going to sleep, I got a tremendously powerful twinge in my root chakra, followed by a semi-orgasmic tingling electric flow into my genital regions… followed by a sharp twinge of energy passing immediately up my spine.
the next day i was messing with the root chakra, and felt “blockages” if you will, as sort of chunky bad hunks of energy, and the inside of the chakra as a mostly good hunk of stagnant energy… and i would sort of “capture” those hunks, and sink them into the good energy, and try and visualize a bright red flow… after a few moments my mind got caught in a feedback loop of constant energy buildup, and then i just EXPLODED into violent convlusions, it was so intense but so insanely fast that though I had time to think (and be overcome), it was almost over before it began…
but then the energy shot up in sometimes violent spikes up my spines, sometimes a watery feeling… it felt like my spine was bleeding, and I became worried… and … it was just too much… too much.
then the same happened with my third eye, it briefly opened…
and then… i got spasms in my legs, and they would create huge chunks of energy, which shot into my root chakra, and this all happened again except this time… I could actually SEE THE CHAKRA… as if a wave of red encircled my normal sight, then as it started to open… intense convlusions… too intense… painful… like something SHATTERING … and then briefly, very very briefly, time that cannot even be measured in seconds…
i could see a red orb of energy sort of there, but sticking outside my body a bit (seemingly?) and then… back to normal.
and then the same happened with my third eye…
but then i got afraid, and freaked out, because this was TOO PAINFUL and TOO INTENSE… and i couldn’t abort it really i just had to try and think about other things.
it was so … weird.
the shattering is especially prevalent around my eyes/third eye, today while just briefly thinking about energy it felt like one of my eyes “broke” as if it were flimsy glass…
what’s going on ?
Do I have energy blockages, am I opening things too fast ? Am I unhealthy? (I believe I am but not too bad and probably getting better) … am I just sitting in a wrong position ?
and better yet, are chakras real ? I want proof, this is close to proof, but it’s so quick… I don’t know… if I could keep them there, keep them “open” actually see them for an extended period of time, and perhaps learn from them… I would truly (? would I ?) know…
but for now it seems as though they may be.
I was under the influence of at the time…
so I’m thinking maybe I should lay off the stuff for a while until I can manage to recreate these sensations on my own.
what I can (personally) 99.9999% vouch for is that this only happens in NEAR NEAR NEAR NEAR SLEEP environments, because I was pretty spacey and in and out of consciousness and semi-conscious light sleep at the time… though of course, that’s the nature of the experience, sleepy but not asleep, mind wandering yet able to focus.