Perhaps I was unclear. By “Unless used to that” I mean “unless doing that every night for the past three years” or so.
About the “happy people can’t make good art” - It requires a further inspection, but I ask that you treat it as correct, even if just fro the sake of it.
Plus, I know I am losing the will to LD, even if dreams entirely when I’m enjoying my life.
I have split an off-topic discussion on the effects of Happiness on art to it’s own topic in the Lounge, Here. 