crap crap crap crap crap. just a few minutes ago, i attempted to do the WILD
technique [and it is currently 1:38pm]. here’s how it went:
i decided to try it out in my brother’s bed, because his is more comfortable than
mine. i lay down, closed my eyes, and stayed like that. eventually, i felt like my
body couldn’t move. i then heard this weird high-pitched buzzing noise in my
head; is that what it’s supposed to sound like? then–i don’t know if this is sup-
posed to happen–i could actually FEEL my eyes moving rapidly, and the
high-pitched buzzing noise got louder, and my heart started beating faster…and then, it stopped.
that’s the part i can’t get past. what am i supposed to do after that? i didn’t see much colors or anything like that…i could see some red circles swirling around, but that’s about it.
although, i actually had a dream that lasted a few seconds…zelda was knighting me or something, because she was placing a sword on my shoulder. i was actually like “hey! zelda isn’t real! this is a dr–”, and then i lost it, because my BROTHER started banging on the front door; he was playing outside, so i was forced to abandon my practice and let him in because my mom was in the shower. five minutes later, i find out that THE BACK DOOR WAS OPEN. my brother is such a loser.
so yeah. help me get past the REM and the loud buzzing noise, pl0x. i tried imagining a door, so that i could open it and enter my dream, or something, but it didn’t work.