After waking from a 4 hours and 30mins i had a poor dream recall, i knew i was dreaming but couldn’t focus on what. So i decided to write my thought and keep going, i prepared to fall asleep affirming myself to remember and experience a lucid dream.
i was thinking about WILD, i wanted to try it but felt nervous with the sensations people experience, but i went along. I made myself comfortable and kept counting 1… I’m dreaming 2 I’m dreaming and so on.
occasionally my muscles would twitch i heared sounds, see images that would make me loss my focus and get involved with them but i would regain focus and keep counting, every 60 seconds i would reset because i would loss count.
after a bit i felt like i was still awake and that WILD wasn’t working but i start suddenly experiencing i weird feeling.
I look at my hands and they look like paper, i feel dizzy start warping around from one place to the next… but not physically it’s really hard to describe.
i keep trying to RC but sometimes i would have no arms or hands, i try to focus but i just can’t focus on a physical reference.
I’m thinking OK this WILD is to much for me right now, i’m going to get up.
I go to my computer but suddenly the warping comes back and i feel like I’m losing my mind… it would see a frightening figure of a dark Knight.
I’m thinking how do i stop this… suddenly i wake up in the exact position i was doing WILD.
then i realized wow incredible that was a dream! or more like a nightmare… =P
what are your thoughts of this experience everyone?
was it borderline lucid and FA?
anyway i woke up 1 hour later, I’m planning to stay up for 90mins and fall back to sleep trying WBTB as my final attempt for today’s lucid dreaming.