K so what happened was… this morning I woke up and was set to do MILD but then I was “I can’t be stuffed doing this bla bla bla” so I just tried to get to sleep.
For some reason I ended up in a really “blurry, unstable, fuzzy dream” but I never felt like I lost consciousness at all. I knew I was conscious all the while. I wasn’t sure if this was really a dream or I was just visualising all this since it was so fuzzy and I could hardly see… x( But I recall seeing people playing soccer in a school gymnasium… I dunno and then the scene got so blurry so I imagined myself flying from the sky straight back down to the school and it worked- I actually flew from the clouds straight down… but all this time it was blurry and very unstable and I could still “feel” my body IRL. So once I am at school in the “dream” I take out a nintendo DS and start playing pokemon??? (I haven’t played pokemon in years-lol too old for that) But anyways I was playing the game and all the pokemon images were screwed up (I basically saw a lobster in one of the pokemon battle sequences if you know what I’m talking about but probably don’t lol- and thought hey that can’t be a pokemon )
Then the dream got really unstable again and I just got sick of everything and got up in bed IRL.
I have a question- Did I actually WILD or was I just going crazy (hallucinating)? And why did I feel my whole body the whole time if it really was a dream? And if I was then why was my dream blurry the whole time? Or is this “normal” for beginner WILDers?
P.S. Wow didn’t realise I blabbered on for so long… sorry And sorry about the confusing sentences- I was in a rush to get this down lol