Hey…
So, I’m trying to learn LD, tried many methods, mostly WILD/WBTE, but unsuccesful. After 1-2 months of reading/trying to get into LD, I had a daytime nap. My friend called my while I was sleeping (after 5-6 hours of sleep), I picked up and talked to him for 1-2 minutes. However, then I went back to sleep. And then it started;
I was dreaming (non-lucid), I was in school, got really bored and started to sleep on table. Right after I started to sleep on table, I felt some really weird effects, could not move, heard my heart really loud and other stuff, tried to wake up, I breathe fast and so on, but unsuccesful… I were really stressed not because I can’t wake up, but because I’m in school and maybe I’m looking like a retard, who’s making dumb noises while sleeping in school. However, suddenly I opened eyes in my second home. Straight after that, I realized that it’s a dream. I were really scared, because I was not ready for LD (idk why), tried to wake up, really did, but unsuccesful. After 3 mins of trying to wake up, I started to walk around the house. First thing I noticed was - Lighting in house is same. Doesn’t matter if lights are on or off, everything was in same color/light. However, walked out of the house and saw my neighbour working. But, there were two neighbours, the twins. Two same neighbours working outside the house, altought he doesn’t have a neighbour. What happened next, I don’t remember - blackout. Next frame I remember - I’m in my first home, walking from my living room to Kitchen. Right in that moment, I remembered that I may meet a monster/ghost/devil in LD, so I told myself to be calm is something like that shows up and Right after that, a monster showed up in kitchen, in one of the corners which was really dark. Right after that, I really got scared and started to panic and Waked up in my real bed. Then I noticed many things.
First - The moment at School was a dream, but I did not realize that in LD.
Second - Both houses were in past, like 10 years ago. Old TV, old Furniture and other stuff, but I also Did not realize that in LD.
[b]so, the questions are.
- Why did I not realize the unlogic things in dream (the dream was in past)
- Why did I have a blackout right after I went talk to neighbour?
- How to avoid a panic?
- How to stop LD/Wake up If I really want to?
- Right after I woke up in my bed, I was really cold, I was shaking and my mouth was also shaking (opening/closing), altought I had about 30c° in my room. Why’s that?
- Why did the LD happen when I did not expect it? Why doesn’t I get LD when I want to?[/b]
Hope for answers,
regards, Lauris.
ps. Sorry for grammar mistakes, I’m typing in hurry + I’m a foreigner.