As long as you dont feel pain, its OK, its just you going into SP, which means youre almost there
And NO, NO, NO, you can not do it whenever you want
You come home at 3:00 a.m ?
Anyway, WILD, as long as you get the right time, its actually fairly easy. This is how I found my perfect time to WILD-first, I’ll have to tell you that it has to be done after 5-6 hours of sleep, so you can go right to REM sleep and get in that dream. So this is how I founf my time to WILD-set alarm to 5 hours later, then tried WILD, couldnt get it. Then 5 hours 10 min, still didnt work. 20,20,40,50, 6 hours, and 6 hours 10 didnt work but after I tried 6h20 as soon as I tried I got vivid HI right away and then within 5 min I got a faint image forming, and 10 min later I was in my dream you try the 10 min increments as well, you know you have the right time when you start seeing very vivid HI within5-10 min. Good luck!
I still havent been able to try out FILD