Medium length lucid dream… no dream challenges were done though
[spoiler]I was trying to work with my Tulpa Jesse (Jesse is programmed to help me wake up in lucids) but instead fell asleep into a normal dream.
I’m at high school, in agriculture class.
There is a display of “baa baa black sheep” but due to racial preduice and discrimination towards black sheep and these being seen as lesser beings, a white lamb has been used instead in the display and the lamb has been actually painted black to look the part. I can see the bottom of its white legs where it didn’t get painted.
I do some work with the sheep in the class, doing demonstrations to class members and end up very dirty so now want to get cleaned up before going to any other lessons. I’m so dirty I wonder how I’m going to get cleaned up while at school so decide to go home to clean up.
I start walking home but are impatient and want to get there faster, I realise this is a dream so try to manifest myself from the place I’m walking to my kitchen at home. I try to imagine myself standing there at the kitchen counter.
I’m having trouble focusing hard enough on the thought and keep getting thought intrusions (this kept on happening while I was trying to work with Jesse). I start to manifest myself half there but just aren’t managing to stay on track and disconnect from the other part of the dream, so can’t leave the spot where I’m walking down the road and only be in my kitchen. So I try to disconnect from the point of dream I’m experiencing to get there by closing my eyes and trying to think of standing in the kitchen but then just end up in another dream location.
I’m now standing out in the open on a deserted dirt road (rather then only 2-3 minutes from my house I’d been trying to get too). “crap i think the myself” at this failure to end up where I was trying to go… I was hyjacked by my subconscious will.
I’m a bit lost. I keep trying to go in one direction but find myself keep being brought back or getting message to turn around and go the other way (change direction). In the end I recognise the place I’m at so realise I was going the wrong direction (it was a place in real life but a spot in real life I used to get lost at in the past).
Now that I know which way to go, I decide I’ll attempt to fly home (Low level of lucidity - I still haven’t my full normal brain there as I’m still trying to go home to clean up… I usually struggle to fly in LDs so knew this was going to be “an attempt” to fly).
I manage to fly this time. I’m flying like superman but slower. As I’m flying more of my waking awareness is coming in and I reach a high enough lucidity level to realise I don’t have to keep participating in the dream I was in but can now change to my dream goals.
I decide to check my body out which I know isn’t physical to see how this non physical body astral body really feels so start squeezing it. It’s all squishy like playdoh, like moldable but deeper, like on another level, I can feel it’s quite difference and it has real substance.
I see that there is a crowd of people ahead and I wonder if they will see me. With this thought one of them suddenly points at me flying and many turn to look, they look startled and a bit shocked to see someone flying. I’m flying extremely low though, not far off the ground so I end up crashing into this crowd. I wake up at this point. [/spoiler]