Yes, I feel with you VanCarioo and I envy them too. And also frustration is not unknown to me. But those highly experienced people in the chat also motivate me a lot and they give you precious tips too. I’m currently struggling too with getting another LD, and because I didn’t have much luck with my WILD attempts I currently try the “back to the basics” effort described here:
[Tutorial: Beginners Guide to Lucid Dreaming)
In short this thread from Rathez underlines the importance of a DJ. It advices you to really think hard about your last dream and squeeze every little detail out of your brain about it and write it down into your DJ. Perhaps this will help you too? I hope so!
Good luck!