/me shivers at the thought of Cid’s first option. (I’m a clean kid, so sue me. 
)
You can try here or here for info on mp3s to play. Warpmymind.com has some too, though I don’t like that site much. 
(I don’t like the ads and some content.)
You never see HI? Do you happen to think a lot when you sleep, or is your mind blank on your trip to Lala Land?
If there are any questions, feel free to PM. =]