Welcome Namahsah 
You could try to meet yourself in a lucid dream, that could give some englighting answers to know your reality better. I haven’t done it myself, but I can imagine it. You could also ask questions to other DCs. You might come up with answers you wouldn’t have thought in waking life.
FreeFlowingSalt,
You could check the the BIG remembering dreams topic in first steps for tips to remember your dreams. It would be nice if you start a DJ here. It can be a help to remember your dreams better.
Welcome noabsolutes,
David Lynch movies are fabulous! I love them! At least those I’ve seen. Congratulations on your very first Lucid Dream. I hope more will follow, where you can stay in your dream. I would love to read them ^^