Alright, so here’s my deal…
So I’d say it’s safe to say that every time I’ve become lucid, I lose control, however, I’ve had a very short carrer with it so far, I’d say i started a few months ago, when i started getting into Mckenna, and Arguelles, and Castenada. anyway, so yes, i cant control myself. every time ive become lucid i just release my energy, or try to release it all at once(and yes, i know, that you cant really release any of your oversouls energy, unless youve had MUCH practice) Like ill just throw myself into the sky, as fast as i can, and spin even faster. however, every single time ive woken up seconds after ive become lucid i have this intangible energy flowing through my body, its like a hundred times an orgasm.
I remember talking to my brother (an AVID dreamer, and i would go so far as to say sorceror at this point) about experiences. He talked about one time when, in his dream, he was on the floor writhing with energy, and he couldnt control it at all, i assume he jsut woke up, because he couldnt continue his dream.
So, a few nights ago, I became lucid, but this time was different. I was dreaming i was in my bed, which ive only experienced one other time, and in taht otehr time, i awoke into multiple other dreams, which i havent done since. anyway, so im in my bed, and to my left there is an acquaintence, ive had this strange relationship with, its a little had to desribe. And Kaitlin says to me, “look at him, that horny bastard, his eyes are turning yellow” at that piont i wake up. i think to myself, taht was a little scary, the whole eyes turning yellow thing. then i realize all my energy. i think back ot taht conversation, than to Robert Monroe’s experiences which he describes this energy, adn think to myself " why dont i try getting out of my body with all thsi energy i have" so i did, i almost got completely out, to my toes, then i thought myself back in.
so the trade-off to me, at this point in my dreaming career, is to ither try to dream better (not better, just control my lucidity) or to use my dream energy to project.
i also assume that i could very easily learn better dreaming techniques, and then, when i want to project i could just try and release all my energy, like ive been doing.
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